So I got to thinking about the below after noticing that (1) NYC Mayor Gaynor was shot 9 August 1910 at German Lloyd docks where 1900 Hoboken docks fire (326 dead) happened, on ship that had been at docks on day of fire, (2) Titanic (1514 dead) hit iceberg on anniversary of Lincoln assassination and sank on ann. of his death, (3) Presidential candidate (and ex-President) Teddy Roosevelt was shot 14 October 1912 by German-American ex-bartender six months to the day after Titanic hit the iceberg and one year to the day before Senghenydd (440 dead) and people speculated at the time assassination attempt was at least partly motivated by loss of his claimed fiancee (who per her brother probably wasn't even a girlfriend) in the 15 June 1904 NYC General Slocum fire (1021 dead, mainly Lutherans from Little Germany, Lower East Side) at Hell's Gate, East River, especially because upon being arrested he had on a note in his pocket the German name of Luther's hymn “A Mighty Fortress is our God”, the song the band was playing aboard Slocum when she last left the dock, (4) Mayor Mitchel was shot at in NYC on 17 April 1914, 1:30 pm, after a tenement fire in Hell's Kitchen near Times Square had killed about a dozen the morning of the same day, and (5)Titanic's rescue ship Carpathia was torpedoed about 10 hours after the last Tsar and his family were murdered, on same day (17 July 1918). It's worth noting too, along the same lines, that the deadliest North Atlantic disaster before Titanic was the loss of SS Norge (at least 635 dead) on 28 June 1904, when it foundered on Hasselwood Rock 200m north of Rockall. Exactly 10 years to the day after this disaster, Austro-Hungarian Archduke Franz Ferdinand was assassinated in Sarajevo, commonly taken to be the proximate cause of World War I. The assassin, Gavrilo Princip, claimed Bogdan Žerajić as one of his inspirations. In 1910 on the sixth anniversary of the General Slocum disaster, Žerajić had shot five bullets (which all missed) in Sarajevo at the Governor of Bosnia and Herzegovina before killing himself with the sixth. The Norge disaster was only 13 days after the General Slocum disaster.
So let's get right to it and consider the known and deadliest possible acts of sabotage against the Allies during World War I, looking for alignments in the particulars of these acts of killing and destruction with particulars of other incidents of mass deaths (disasters). The pattern is not quite as obvious, but there still are strong suggestions in sufficiently many incidents as to be quite suggestive of Aligner activity.
Known German sabotage in US, WWI:
2 Feb 1915, 1:10am. Vanceboro, ME, international bridge bombing (0 dead) by Werner Horn. Bomber had 50 minute fuse and was delayed due to oncoming trains, and so bomb may have originally been intended to be placed just before midnight on 1 Feb 1915, fourth ann. explosion of dynamite and black powder explosion at Jersey Central Railroad docks, Communipaw, Jersey City, NJ (24 dead)?
30 May 1915, 2am. Barge containing 18 tons dynamite blown up in Seattle, WA, probably by Emil Marksz. Bomb believed placed about 10pm on 29 May 1915, one year ann. of RMS Empress of Ireland disaster near Quebec City (1012 dead). On 22 May 1915, the same day as the Quintinshill Railway disaster (226 dead, to this day still Britain's worst ever), in Tacoma, WA (where bomb was believed bought and where explosives were originally to be loaded on ship bound to Vladivostok), an arsonist had destroyed two armored vehicles and damaged one rail car sitting on the Northern Pacific Dock. Louis J. Smith believed to have bought bomb materials in Tacoma and later arrested for plot to blow up St. Clair tunnel. Bomb believed assembled by Walter L. Scholz. On the morning of July 4, 1915, probably sensing he was under surveillance and about to be interrogated, Marksz committed suicide. On the morning of July 4, 1900, a streetcar wreck in Tacoma killed 43.
21 June 1915, 3am. Peabody overall plant, being used to manufacture army uniforms, bombed in Walkerville, Windsor, ON (0 dead). Tenth ann. sabotage of 20th Century Limited at Mentor, OH, then perhaps worst ever instance of railway sabotage in US (21 dead). Group ran by Karl Kaltschmidt also tried to blow up barracks in Windsor same night (bomb failed to go off), and hoped to sabotage St. Clair Tunnel (between Sarnia and Port Huron) and Detroit Screw Works. His assistants included Walter Scholz, Carl Schmidt and Charles Francis Respa. Weird fact: on October 28, 1915, the ninth anniversary of the Second Great Atlantic City Train Wreck (53 dead), (1) St. John's school fire in Peabody, MA, killed 21 young girls and (2) HMS Sarnia collided with HMS Hythe during Gallipolli offensive, killing 154 aboard Hythe.
30 July 1916, 2:08 am. Black Tom explosion (4 dead), Black Tom Island, Jersey City, NJ. Perhaps most successful WWI German espionage destroys $20 million of munitions destined for allies. Bomb perhaps placed 29 July 1916, same day as Matheson fire, to this day deadliest ever Canadian forest fire (and ann. 1900 assassination of King Umberto I of Italy). On 30 July 1896, twenty years to day before explosion, First Great Atlantic City Train Wreck killed 50 in Atlantic City, NJ. On 29-30 July 1910, Slocum Massacre (cf. paddle steamer General Slocum fire of 1904 mentioned above) of African-Americans occurs in Slocum, TX (5-100 dead).
11 January 1917, Kingsland explosion (0 dead), Kingsland, Lyndhurst, NJ. Buffalo Bill, i.e., William Cody, died preceding day. In 1901, on the day assassin Czolgosz was electrocuted for shooting US President William McKinley in Buffalo, the Buffalo Bill Circus train wrecked in Linwood (between Salisbury and Lexington), NC, seriously injuring Annie Oakley and killing many circus animals. What to this day is the worst ever US interurban train disaster happened at Kingsland, IN, on September 21, 1910, on the Fort Wayne and Wabash Valley Traction Co. line. The company logo, on the car that did the damage but suffered no fatalities, was a swastika inside a circle. Oddly, perhaps the second worst-ever US interurban train disaster happened at Staunton, IL, only 13 days later on October 4, 1910 (cf. 1918 Sayreville explosion below). President Wilson was born in Staunton, VA.
9 July 1917. Mare Island (north of San Francisco) explosion of large barge containing black powder (6 dead). Same day as mysterious explosion of battleship HMS Vanguard near Scapa Flow (843 dead). 9 July 1850 there was a fire in Philadelphia (44 dead—to this day deadliest fire in Phil.) that took off when saltpeter (a constituent of gunpowder) ignited in a warehouse where fire started in hay stores, the same day President Zachary Taylor died, purportedly (some suggest he might have been poisoned by some of those wanting the much more pro-slavery Millard Filmore) from some sort of food poisoning from cherries and iced milk consumed on 4 July 1850, four years to day before Rider's Grove, MD, train wreck (28 dead, still to this day Maryland's deadliest). Great Train Wreck of 1918 also on 9 July, in Nashville, usually considered deadliest ever US train wreck (101 dead). The 4 July 1900 Tacoma steetcar disaster 15 years to the day before Emil Marksz committed suicide was on the 50th anniversary of Taylor consuming the suspect cherries and two years to the day after the SS La Bourgougne (549 dead) sank less than thirty minutes after colliding in heavy fog at 5 am with Cromartyshire 60 nautical miles south of Sable Island, Nova Scotia.
Deadliest other munitions explosions during WWI (sabotage possible but without strong evidence):
2 April 1916. Faversham, Kent, England. 200 tons of TNT explode (115 dead) at TNT plant after empty sacks catch fire.
19 January 1917, 6:52pm. Silvertown, West Ham, Essex (now Newham, Greater London) explosion of 50 long tons of TNT (73 dead) at TNT plant. Tenth ann. gunpowder car exploding (28 dead) when Big Four Passenger Train No. 3 passed it in Sandford, IN, and of collision in fog on Big Four (23 dead) at Fowler, IN, that occurred same day in same state.
10 April 1917. Eddystone, PA explosion. 18 tons of black powder ignite, in “F” building, setting off tons of shrapnel shells (139 dead, mainly women). Ann. of 1912 Titanic leaving Southampton and of 1910 premature dynamite explosion (9 dead) at Dead Man's Cut, Novice, TX, on Santa Fe, RR. (A passenger train wreck at Novice would kill 7 on 13 January 1944.)
6 December 1917. Ammunition ship SS Mont Blanc explodes in Halifax Harbor, NS, Canada, after collision with SS Imo (2000 dead). Tenth ann. Monongah, WV, coal mine explosion, North America's deadliest ever mine disaster.
18 May 1918. Oakdale, PA, TNT explosion at Aetna Chemical munitions plant (200 dead). Was fiftieth and last birthday of last Tsar Nicholas ii. Ann. Goliad tornado of 1902 (114 dead) (followed next day by Fraterville mine disaster (219 dead) near Coal Creek, TN, which was three days before Coal Creek No. 2 mine disaster (128 dead) near Fernie, BC, in Elk River Valley, Canada). Goliad is where over 425 Texan POWs in the Texan War of Independence were massacred in mass murder 27 March 1836 by their Mexican captors per instructions of Santa Anna.
1 July 1918. Chilwell munitions plant explosion (134 dead). Ann. 1906 Salisbury, Wiltshire, train derailment (28 dead) next to Sergei Skripal's drinking club exactly ten years before 1916 first day of Battle of Somme (20,000 British dead) and one hundred before train collision resulting from missing Willow Grove signal (Willow Grove No. 10 mine disaster, Neffs, OH).
2 July 1918. Split Rock, Onondoga, NY, explosion after mixing motor in main TNT building at Semet-Solvay plant allegedly overheated, starting fire (50 dead). Ann. 1881 James Garfield shooting, 1915 US Capitol bombing by German extremist Erich Muenter, and worst day 1917 East St. Louis riots. Day after Chilwell shell-loading plant explosion.
4 October 1918. T. D. Gillespie munitions loading plant explosion, Morgan, Sayreville, NJ. (100 dead). Ann. 1910 interurban disaster at Staunton, IL.
Various other incidents of interest during WWI (inc. rest of deadliest British maritime incidents not caused by enemy shells, torpedoes or mines):
26 November 1914. HMS Bulwark explodes at Sheerness (741 dead), possibly from shells having been temporarily stored against a boiler room bulkhead that grew hot. Ann. 1905 Baker Bridge wreck in Lincoln, MA (17 dead)??? near where Sarah Pryor would be last seen alive in 1984.
27 May 1915. Former ocean liner converted to mine layer HMS Princess Irene internally explodes (342 dead) in Medway for unknown reason considered most likely to be faulty primer on mine she was carrying. Not far from where HMS Bulwark exploded. Ann. 1875 Precious Blood Church fire (78 dead) in Holyoke, MA?? and also of 1896 St. Louis/E. St. Louis tornado (255 dead)?
30 December 1915, 3:25pm. HMS Natal suffers internal explosion, possibly from faulty cordite in shells she was carrying, in Cromarty Firth (390 dead). Ann. 1903 Iroquois Theatre, Chicago, IL, disaster (600 dead) and one year to the day before Rasputin death.
21 February 1917. Troopship Mendi (646 dead), carrying mainly South Africans en route to France, almost cut in half after being struck by SS Darro south of Isle of Wight. Anniversary 1891 Springhill Mine disaster (125 dead), Nova Scotia??
12 January 1918, 9:27pm. HMS Opal and HMS Narborough run aground on Pentland Skerries near Hesta Head, South Ronaldsay, Orkney Islands, UK (188 dead, William Sissons lone survivor). Same day as Minnie Pit Coal Mine disaster, 9:45 am, Halmer End, Staffordshire (156 dead)!
4 March 1918. USS Cyclops from Rio de Janeiro leaves Barbados for Baltimore with full load of manganese ore, never to be seen again along with its 306 crew and passengers. Some speculate that captain, determined by investigators to be a native German with a reputation for being a cruel disciplinarian, agreed to meet German submarine somewhere to destroy his ship. Tenth ann. 1908 Lake View School fire, Collinwood, OH (175 dead) and eighth ann. 1910 Rogers Pass avalanche (62 dead), BC, Canada, and exactly 100 years before Sergei Skripal poisoning in Salisbury, Wiltshire, UK.
26 May 1918, midnight (probably ending day, but possibly beginning day). Delphi, IN. Unknown saboteur pours oil on Wabash RR bridge over Deer Creek and sets it alight. Fire put out before train came, so no fatalities. Ann. 26 May 1917, Mattoon tornado (101 dead) and near ann. tornadoes day after Mattoon tornado (~150 dead) and 27 May 1915, Princess Irene disaster (conf. above). In 1944, infamous “Mad Gasser of Mattoon” flit gun attacks peaked on one year ann. Congressional train wreck (79 dead), on ann. of shooting of President McKinley.
17 July 1918. RMS Carpathia, the ship that rescued the survivors of RMS Titanic, torpedoed and sunk (5 dead) by German sub U-55 about 10 hours after last Tsar and his immediate family were murdered in Ekaterinburg. One year anniversary of King George V proclaiming the renaming his Royal House from Saxe-Coburg and Gotha to Windsor.
6 October 1918. Troopship HMS Otranto, during heavy storm, collided with Cashmir and then was cast ashore by wind or sea onto Old Women's Reef off Islay and sank (470 dead, mainly British crew and American soldiers).
In late 1915 and early 1916, the German biological weapon espionage program in the United States was set up by Anton Dilger, who was based in Washington, DC. He was born near Front Royal, but at age 9 went to live with his sister Eda in Mannheim, Germany. In September 1915, after losing several German relatives in the war, he returned to America, where he succeeded in killing several thousand horses destined for the Allies by incubating glanders bacteria for distribution to agents to be (for example) covertly injected into horses as they were preparing to be shipped. After NYCPD became on to the horse sabotage campaign, he returned to Germany in January 1916. But his brother continued working in the lab they set up in Chevy Chase, NW Washington, DC, where he and his fellow conspirators may have constructed some of the pencil bombs, etc., used to set off the monumental July 30, 1916, 2:08 am, Black Tom Explosion of two million pounds of ammunition destined for the Allies in Jersey City, NJ (other such infernal devices were built in 1915 on the SS Friederich der Grosse as it was layed up at the Lloyd Hoboken docks on account of the British blockade).
Officially, Anton Dilger died in Spain on 17 October 1918 of the Spanish Flu during the infamous epidemic. But apparently there are doubts and even speculation that he was killed by Germans he was at odds with. Anyway, in Ludwigshafen where the main BASF facilities were located across the Rhine from Mannheim, in 1921 on the anniversary of the 1910 Kingsland wreck, the Oppau explosion killed over 500. On the anniversary of the Mattheson fire (and perhaps of the planting of the infernal device at Black Tom) in 1943, a tank car explosion at the IG Farben plant (BASF had become part of IG Farben) at Ludwigshafen again killed over 500. In 1948, on July 28, the anniversary (according to the standard definition) of the start of World War I, an explosion at the same Ludgwishafen IG Farben plant killed over 200, two days before the Nuremberg trials found 13 IG Farben employees guilty of war crimes.
The German embassy's military attache in the US was Franz von Papen, who early in WWI was a leading figure in planning sabotage and the (never actualized) invasion of Canada by members of the German-American beer-drinking clubs. But he later became Hitler's Vice Chancellor and played a role in persuading von Hindenberg to allow Hitler as Chancellor. H. W. Blood-Ryan, in his 1940 work Franz von Papen: His Life and Times, mentions precisely one act of great courage displayed by von Papen as an officer upon returning to Europe. In June 1917, von Papen once dressed as a British officer to bravely patrol British positions, and was almost shot by his own troops in confusion. This incident occurred near “Mericourt, hard by Lens”. Méricourt, Pas-de-Calais, suffered (404 dead) more casualties from the March 10, 1906, Courrières Mine explosion (1099 dead) one mile east of Lens than any other village or town. James Earl Ray and Osama bin Laden would be born on the anniversary of Courrières, still Europe's deadliest ever mine disaster.
And a prominent saboteur, Kurt Jahnke, later supposedly became basically Rudolf Hess's personal intelligence officer. Rudolf Hess was a very early member of the Thule society which purportedly motivated much of the occultism of the early Nazis, in particular the obsession with the swastika. That the Nazi flag contains a swastika inside a circular-bounded background, could this be at least partly motivated by the emblem of the Fort Wayne and Wabash Valley Traction Company? At any rate, the evidence in its totality is suggestive that the superstitious tendency during World War I to seek alignment of killing with (usually earlier) mass death (if not mere coincidence) was caused not just by Germans or German-Americans but by proto-Nazis.
All these alignments may seem too ancient to be of much current interest, but Aligners may recruit by sodomizing future 'ligners while revealing to them the “wondrous” alignments of murder with mass death, which presumably may seem more profound and less stupid when under the influence of anandamide, the chemical in semen which binds to the same cannabanoid receptors that marijuana's addictive chemicals bind to. Apparently, I have read, marijuana has a way of making things seem more profound than they really are, and I suppose since semen contains anandamide, it's the same way with sodomy. Perhaps sodomy acts done while discussing and pondering 'lignment may seem so profound that the recruits may choose to imitate their abusers, sodomizing others later (maybe much later) while discussing the 'lignment, and of course both murdering so as to increase the number of murders with alignment and also encouraging such murder. Oh yeah, I know, People may well think I am some kooky person still trying to fight World War I (on the allied, non-aligners side), but since there may be a subgroup of those who fought under the banner of the Central Powers, namely the aligners, who perhaps to this day are still fighting for one of their main causes (increasing the number of killings aligned with incidents of mass death), someone needs at least to wave the flag in the right place so the mass of people, namely the alignment-indifferents (who presumably had never conceived of anyone being so bizarre as to intentionally kill to create alignment of the particulars of these killings with past particulars of mass death), who presumably included all or almost all of the adherents of the Allied Powers during World War I, can help fight and overcome the Aligners, a task that may require a group effort. Alignism, for lack of a better word, may be behind much evil violence even today, especially that which otherwise seems pointless and without a motive else. The crime fighting authorities and the dedicated citizen crime fighters should, I suggest, more regularly look for signs of (very dangerous and concerning) 'ligner activity.
I will readily admit that such evidence I have here presented of the existence of Aligners may not seem particularly convincing to others at this point. I shouldn't be surprised if others ask for further evidence of Aligner activity, e.g., in the years since World War I. But it's only been a little over a hundred years since the war. More importantly, it may well be that it is well to be mysterious. No sense in spreading all your peacock feathers all at once. Not only could there be Aligners about, but you don't want to be so obvious that you end up attracting the crazy-about-not-being-crazy people. Baaah. They wouldn't figure out anything but could get in the way or do something imprudent. The first people I want to be intrigued by my Aligner hypothesis are just the wise people. Some publicity is bad publicity. I want not only to not say too much too quickly generally about what I know, but also to not say publicly if I know anything else. Maybe I don't have any other impressive amazing corroborating observations about the Aligners that I could spread before you like so many beautiful feathers, or Maybe I do. If you seem beautiful or someone I could work with, and you are interested, then oh yes I will gladly be the open book if there is a book. But until I am presented with such evidence, then I take liberty to remain at peace with the fog I'm only too glad surrounds and obscures what further evidence of esoteric evil I may or may not have discovered in my researches, cogitations, and reflections. Still, it is necessary to put some stuff out there, just like I am doing here, stuff that may well intrigue the wise more than the foolish.
A sphinx is a mysterious object and it's also a cat. There's a kind of evil that pretends to be the good cat, the cat the girls love so much they end up wanting to hate things just so they can be sure they can still hate something (feelings created by addiction to semen chemicals via sodomy are not likely to be particularly specific, and so being able to hate while feeling love is a sign that the love is real and not just caused by a sordid addiction). Oh it's a primeval tendency, the tendency to want to hate while feeling love, especially useful, no doubt (relative to other defenses against sodomy), in non-mammals like our (cloacal) pre-mammalian ancestors (especially I'd say those that were pelycosaurs*, i.e., the synapsids that aren't therapsids or their descendants) who hadn't evolved reproductive systems more separate from the digestive system, but it's a tendency that may nevertheless exist and have some useful application that would be impertinent for me to indicate whether I believe worth it. Some days nothing matters, some days something does. If a girl were a human sacrifice priestess, and I thought her beautiful, I might allow her to be cruel while being affectionate with me, but that's not really relevant in this discussion now. What is relevant is that I don't really at all like to fantasize about what the really evil people seem to be doing here, i.e., forcing girls to hurt others so they can more easily pretend that the girls can hate others while loving them. This wanting to force others to kill just because one wants the mystique it might give among those who fail to understand is very much a main cause, I mostly think, of the evil I am studying—or at least it is to the extent sodomizing females is similar to sodomizing males (female zombies may be evil and homicidal but they aren't contagious because they can't later imitate their abusers by sodomizing others while trying to encourage them to kill). If zombies don't have enough hate to kill from it, they may yet kill from belief in superstitious nonsense involving (say) a supposed desirability of feeding supposed disaster gods lots of victims whose death particulars are especially aligned with the particulars of mass death, which I suppose is what the zombifiers say is what the disaster gods want for dinner. People say, “Get in the mind of the killer”, but I do not at all believe that. Much better to understand better and fantasize about having sex with female human sacrifice priestesses while they are being cruel and more particularly about what would be the most beautiful and moral way of going about it. If you know what evil is trying to pretend to be that may have some appeal to people who are not morally corrupt (especially in a vastly different society, i.e., in a society in which female human sacrifice priestesses take some of the place of law enforcement in destroying evil), then well, understanding what the evil person is doing will be pretty trivial and yet won't cause you to feel like self-destructing, at least if you are very slow and patiently lazy in arriving at your moral conclusions. And the more the environment of your brain is like the environment encountered ancestrally in possibly good individuals, the more your thoughts are likely to be enlightened if they are good, evil-hating thoughts, that basically have no utility in the bad individual that might—as if!—have caused brains to evolve to create enlightened morally correct thoughts notwithstanding when in a brain environment akin to that of a bad individual. Oh sure it can be a moral struggle whether it is right to think more about having sex with girls who from hate want simultaneously to do cruel things to what they hate. Indeed so much lazy sacredness is required there were that all that be involved, it would be hard to say whether I should be so bold as to think I'm sacred enough to fantasize about it significantly. But Zombie serial killer assassin terrorist child-killing train-wrecking rapists have been wreaking havoc on the world because people don't really get cat behavior at its most moral. It's wrong to ignore that. Apparently sufficiently many people are naturally into cat-like cruelty sufficiently strongly that, on account of their ignorance of their primeval cat-like pelycosauran tendencies, they may well be fooled into thinking zombifying serial killer assassin terrorist child-killing train-wrecking rapists are just fluffy kitties who aren't forcing their zombies to kill but rather are just being loved by their kitties who surely can't be zombies—because they just assume, with excess respect for scientific sounding dogma and insufficient regard to feelings of spookiness and what haunts, that nothing like zombification exists—and so must be like cats when they drop a bird at your door to play pet-me-while-I-kill-it with her (a game I don't play with actual cats, because presumably unlike an actual wise moral cat I haven't any particular insight into the morals of choosing what sort of actual birds deserve death or what constitutes bad behavior on their part). Oh, sacredness is very important all right in understanding cat morals—I can scarcely imagine a truth more importunate. But I can't neglect the discharging of my duty as to protecting society from the extreme evil of the evil zombifying cat impostors. But I don't want to just throw out there to mass publicity the whole of the evil pattern of the serial-killer cat-impostor assassins. There could be a mystique their evil might obtain inadvertently from such light as I cast on them and their superstitious rituals, which my spit might not suffice to defame. No, it's a duty of my life to sacredly teach people the truth about cruel cat behavior and to investigate the matter and associated moral issues thoroughly so I can quench any fires sparked by the evil cat impostors and also so I can more effectively tame any excess enthusiasm in cat girls that my investigations into their clean sexual hate might create.
*Pelycosaurs are believed like humans to be ureotelic, the primitive trait. After uricotelic animals evolved, with their decreased dependence on water, ureotelic animals presumably had a hard time competing in dry environments, as they still do today. In consequence, pelycosaurs where they mainly existed presumably had dependable supplies of fresh water, making being able to suspect having become addicted more advantageous. Indeed, drinking water may cause addictive substances to more easily be metabolized into substances that leave the body through the urine, and so drinking lots of water is something one can do—it might work at least somewhat—about addiction provided one suspects it has occurred (e.g., because hating while feeling love has become worrisomely difficult). Being warm-blooded, on the other hand, like therapsids are believed to have been, though a defense against addiction, is not a defense that depends on recognizing abuse as addictive, it merely is a defense against sexual assault generally (which tends to be addictive), because warm-blooded animals are always at the ready or near-ready to be able to jump and run away or kick back, which is more than one can say for a cold-blooded animal when she is cold and needs to warm up ere she can move well or faster than slow or at all.
Morals as applied to cat-girl female human sacrifice priestesses may seem somewhat alien at first. Cat girls if pandered to may kill quite excessively—a key if there are human sacrifice priestesses is for their lovers to love them better when they kill slowly. The more the sacrifice priestesses get sexual kicks from torturing and terrifying their victims before killing them, the less likely they will kill too fast or too many at once for the kick of killing, and overall the killing will be reduced, as is sacred. Life is sacred—presumably it is only when a person is very evil and devoid of love of sacredness that it could be better and more sacred that the person be killed. There is a danger sex-crazed girls and young women could all of a sudden get too enthusiastic about killing if, say, enjoying hating while having sex becomes the latest thing, like a fad. Fortunately, if females want to have sex with a male while she kills people she hates, he will likely, at least if he is good and has sacredly and lazily thought and fantasized matters through, not be very pleased by her killing too many too quickly of the very hated people that other females likely might want to help kill while having sex with him or by her killing so many people society may well object or worse to what he allowed his lover to do, thereby stopping an activity that makes him especially sexy to females—to be sexy is a potential advantage (in obtaining sexual pleasure). The most sacred thing, I feel, is for the male to love female human sacrifice priestesses better when they kill slowly both because he wants not only what is beautiful but also the sexual pleasure that the slowness could thus give him. If he is loved enough and allowed enough (by the society) to have several female human sacrifice priestesses having sex with him, it definitely seems like it would be especially sacred to love one better for not killing too much because this is beautiful to him and on the other hand to love another better for not killing too much because this is sexually pleasant to him. I have felt for a long time, even before I had hardly any idea what the feeling meant, that it would be especially beautiful if I could understand this beautiful moral point better while being very sacred going about it. So sacred, in fact, that I must say it would be imprudent and reckless of me to say even after many years of thinking about it, that this phenomenon is exactly what I most felt and feel I should want to get at understanding, but if my hypothesis of what I should get at does prove slightly inaccurate I am not especially concerned, since error can be corrected without much bad consequence before one gets the habit of believing it. I have to start somewhere, as everyone does when taking a next step, even if a next step is an important one.
